Have you ever had one of those days when you knew you should be doing something and really don't feel like doing it? Yeah. Today is that day. I know I should be using this nap time to read, research, read, learn, attend another webinar...but I just don't feel up to it. Normally, I faithfully and diligently read and learn during nap time and on the days when E is at school...but today, I want to take a skip day.
God has pricked my heart in a VERY BIG way...and I am opening myself up to what he has pricked it for...and if it is his will for our family right now. I talked to Will about it - he too is open - and so we have been praying fervently and waiting on the Lord. In the meantime, there is a lot of education that we need to have if this is the path the Lord wants us to take. It's tiring...it's draining...yet it brings so much hope. Hope for what a child's life could be like.
So we are waiting on the Lord for clarification. So far, he hasn't spoken to us and given clear direction - we just knew we were supposed to open our hearts, and educate our selves. Maybe that's as far as it goes...maybe not. We will wait...and see.
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